GOD must don't love me!

God... I love you, but some times I wonder if you love me!
Because all the things you put me threw!
Why is it that you are taking my love away from me....?
God, I know you would never give me nothing I can' handle but I feel like life will never be complete with out the one's that was there for me from the start now he's gone.
You know what God some times I think you don't know how powerful you are to let the devil pollute what you created!
I know what I like... and I know what I once love, but..... your plan for me is the most complicate plan to work because I have my own plans to work.
It seems like the more I gain something I lost some a lot more important then what I gained!
It's like you don't want me to have no more then i do already because .
God i give my heart to humanity and all i get back is a slap in the face.
Every time I do something from the kindness of my heart I get hurt!
How am I suppose to love when am the one always getting hurt?
How am I suppose to live with out love... do you hear me are you listen how?
I guess I will never know in till it's to late.
I guess you expect me to figure it out.
I promise you i would be the best man I can be treat my woman like a queen and yet you still haven't brought me the queen to love....
Didn't make me pretty didn't make me ugly but I am glad you some body that will always love!
God can you do me a favor and tell my grandfather that i love him and it's hard down here with out him PLEASE?